Big Girl Pants

I'd like to say that I'm not an impulsive person. That I take time to think things out before diving in feet first. That I take time to plan and execute correctly. Sadly, I can't honestly say that. And I'm struggling with it.

Over the last couple of weeks it's been blaringly apparent that I am old enough now to act like a bonafide adult. I'll be 27 in June (gasp!) and I shouldn't be doing stupid shit like spending my last $300 on a pair of Ferragamo sunglasses or acting without thinking. To my credit, I think I've been doing pretty good (those sunglasses are still sitting in that damn store, just mocking me) but there is one thing that I just can't let go of.

I think I have some major life changes ahead of me and normally what I would do is just pick up and do it. No real planning- just hope that I land on my feet. Fingers crossed and all that. But, again, bonafide adult. I'm not 20, I know better by now. So, I'm trying to ride that fine line between overanalyzing and oblivious.

The moral of the story...being an adult sucks. So does being smart. I hate knowing better!